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When the snow melts, what does it become?

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It gets worse before it gets better. So I will keep working and keep...shuffling.

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ciao ciao...ohayo...
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Hello LiveJournal land! I write to you after a long day of lots of work to keep me out of trouble! Well, also, a few weeks ago I went on a fabulous tour of Italy! How amazing it was! (How expensive it was! ;) ) It was such a happy trip that coming back to work has been...hard to say the least. I find myself so impatient with people these days, it's awful. Slowly, I'm adjusting back to family and everyday life. In the meantime, I'm working on saving money for Japan and finding the best way to get around to do stuff there. I really had a great time with the Trafalgar tour, so I asked the same travel agent for a similar company that did the Italy tour! She came back with 3 different companies that do tours in Asia! So many options...which is great!

To be continued...
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Again, woke up around 1AM and now it is 2:33 AM. I got caught up on emails though and found out a friend is engaged! :D Also, the movie theater email club invited me to the free showing of One Day, the book I just finished reading, lol.

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Ramblings about Ayu
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I'm not sure what it is about Ayu's music, but I just feel like someone should study it, lol. There is just something so inspiring about her music and voice that I can listen to it for hours! I know it's pop and on top of that it's Jpop so it can be ridiculously nasally at times, but still, I'll listen to the whole song.

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Don't want to go to sleep
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My glasses are dingy, my eyes are achey, and I need to shower, but I don't want to because ... I wish there were more hours in the day! Today, I was watching Design Star and finally Cathy got let go! Thank you, Jesus! Really? He'll yeah you better believe you're iut! Cathy McBossy Boss should've been your name! Goodbye, McBossy Boss! Goodbye!

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More ponderings...and exasperations!!!
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Mom was yelling at Dad for stuff...over and over...repeatedly repeating herself... as she usually does, so of course we kids step in to mediate. We told Mom to stop yelling at Dad and go to sleep then told Dad that he has to communicate everything more often and repeatedly because Mom's paranoid and forgetful that way. *sigh*

I cleaned my bed yesterday! I was starting to become a hoarder! Part of my bed was starting to fill with stuff! I could only sleep on half of it! It's nice to feel clean.

OMG! No...for a very fraction of a second I was thinking that we never invite people to our house because it's too messy...and then remembered how this journal entry started, lol. It's the people that make me nervous, not the house, lol.

Not just the arguing is a pain, but my 19 year old sister's disgusting life of a leech is ...problematic. She's become better with realizing she has a baby, but so far she's stopped there. Apparently life's too hard to branch this realization out to the rest of her life. It's not that hard if you'd just use your freaking brain-the reason Jozelyn doesn't sleep on her bed us because you didn't clean it and make it for her, the reason she can't find clothes (and neither can we for her) is because you leave her clothes in piles all over the place. It's not just about taking her to the doctor or giving her baths, it's everything else too. *sigh*

Why can't people just give their own minds a ...thought? Really, your mind is that worthless? Why is it so trying just because I asked you to think? I promise you won't die if your brain cells receive some acknowledgement and life. In fact, if no brain power will be used it's the opposite -you're a vegetable or deceased.

Time for bed and more work tomorrow.

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Can I take back my confession?
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So, I was just in Ohio for work, by myself, and was really glad for the alone time. As I reread the previous post, I don't believe it. I'm just glad to be myself and take this journey. One day I will grow up, but it doesn't have to be today.

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Yes, I confess, I do...
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Meanwhile, so-and-so's mom also said, "...that all of you need to get out there and find someone to marry too..." Somebody to marry? I don't know if I can do that...expose and have him be with my crazy family...and relatives? I think he'd get a headache, like I do...then know why I don't mind having to travel to Ohio for work! Teehee... Things are just so crazy as they are, could I handle all of it? So, I do think about marriage, and children even... Gosh! Can't I just play cello and live happily ever after? :P

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Random announcements from relatives that make you go, WTF and WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY
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I had just walked into the living room and my mom announced, "so-and-so's daughter is getting married!! It was someone she'd already known for 2 years...they'd plan this and she's already married there, so now when he arrives we'll be having a party here..." I was super happy to hear the news, but the big white elephant reaction is... WTF?!?!? She's been at UWM atleast the past 2 years, we hear nothing from her... and bam, "they're married!" Kinda like my cousin who got on a plane to France the day after high school graduation. -_-;;;; Really people, thanks for keeping me in the dark, I feel the love, make sure you keep me posted... -_-;;;;;;

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Groove (of course completely not related to the entry)
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Sometimes it feels like I'm drifting farther and farther away from groups of people, but no matter how hard I try not to drift away, it just seems to make it worse, lol. Just like in the movies or something like that, lol. (I just gave it that title because I'm listening to a BoA song and it sounds like should be called Groove.) Sigh, so that is that. On the other side, I'm still working like a slave. Last week I got in 52.5 hrs. This week will be...about the same. Suffice to say, I've made myself committed to going to Japan next year. But, there are times I wonder how long this work will last? (More so, how long will I last?) In the next week or so, I thought it'd be good to start working out. Yes, that's right. I'm giving in to all the healthy talk! Well...I measured my blood pressure at a pick'n'save a couple of weeks ago, and that latter number was on the low-high end O_O. Like, as Eve would say, "fo shizzle..?!?!" (Not that the cause of high blood pressure is not working out, or that it is...) It was a wake-up call to say, "get yo butt in gear, yo..." So maybe you'll see me at Cardinal Fitness...just don't know when a good time to go is...and I'll need work out clothes. Also, it'd be interesting to see close to death running will feel like, lol. (Imagine me at the treadmill...gasping for breath...yet with a devious smile, "ah...to feel out of breath...feels like this...lol o_O) Meanwhile, Ms. Nyshal has inspired to download a bunch of jpop, so I'm listening and enjoying it as I work on endless reports at work. :D Smile...you're earning OT...oh the joy... *_* We're getting merit increase and bonus money this coming week too........... "I feel happy..." @_@
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