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well, hopefully this app (eljay) will post this entry. it has been an amazing year, lol. last year's memory of italy still lives on, but this year was quite epic because i got to be a bridesmaid for the first time in my life. and it was a beautiful wedding. and in less than two months it will be my 31st birthday. these days it is sad, speaking of age, because many older relatives are passing away. i feel like i have hardly lived a life. my skin has become a big health issue. it has always been an issue, but i just never knew what to do with it. a very good friend at work recommended a nutritionist. so far so good. i'm feeling kinda robust, and this scar oil is soothing, healing, and cheap! work is good, but no matter what i do at work, i do not feel i'm making a difference like when i was in quality. mostly, in less than one year our awesome team was dissolved. what was the point of it? so now, the job i do is a mumbo jumbo of old roles and a new one...we're trying to remake ourselves, but the revolving door still remains. atleast it is Christmas holiday!

Feb. 1st, 2012

It gets worse before it gets better. So I will keep working and keep...shuffling.

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ciao ciao...ohayo...

Hello LiveJournal land! I write to you after a long day of lots of work to keep me out of trouble! Well, also, a few weeks ago I went on a fabulous tour of Italy! How amazing it was! (How expensive it was! ;) ) It was such a happy trip that coming back to work has been...hard to say the least. I find myself so impatient with people these days, it's awful. Slowly, I'm adjusting back to family and everyday life. In the meantime, I'm working on saving money for Japan and finding the best way to get around to do stuff there. I really had a great time with the Trafalgar tour, so I asked the same travel agent for a similar company that did the Italy tour! She came back with 3 different companies that do tours in Asia! So many options...which is great!

To be continued...

Again, woke up around 1AM and now it is 2:33 AM. I got caught up on emails though and found out a friend is engaged! :D Also, the movie theater email club invited me to the free showing of One Day, the book I just finished reading, lol.

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Ramblings about Ayu

I'm not sure what it is about Ayu's music, but I just feel like someone should study it, lol. There is just something so inspiring about her music and voice that I can listen to it for hours! I know it's pop and on top of that it's Jpop so it can be ridiculously nasally at times, but still, I'll listen to the whole song.

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Don't want to go to sleep

My glasses are dingy, my eyes are achey, and I need to shower, but I don't want to because ... I wish there were more hours in the day! Today, I was watching Design Star and finally Cathy got let go! Thank you, Jesus! Really? He'll yeah you better believe you're iut! Cathy McBossy Boss should've been your name! Goodbye, McBossy Boss! Goodbye!

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More ponderings...and exasperations!!!

Mom was yelling at Dad for stuff...over and over...repeatedly repeating herself... as she usually does, so of course we kids step in to mediate. We told Mom to stop yelling at Dad and go to sleep then told Dad that he has to communicate everything more often and repeatedly because Mom's paranoid and forgetful that way. *sigh*

I cleaned my bed yesterday! I was starting to become a hoarder! Part of my bed was starting to fill with stuff! I could only sleep on half of it! It's nice to feel clean.

OMG! No...for a very fraction of a second I was thinking that we never invite people to our house because it's too messy...and then remembered how this journal entry started, lol. It's the people that make me nervous, not the house, lol.

Not just the arguing is a pain, but my 19 year old sister's disgusting life of a leech is ...problematic. She's become better with realizing she has a baby, but so far she's stopped there. Apparently life's too hard to branch this realization out to the rest of her life. It's not that hard if you'd just use your freaking brain-the reason Jozelyn doesn't sleep on her bed us because you didn't clean it and make it for her, the reason she can't find clothes (and neither can we for her) is because you leave her clothes in piles all over the place. It's not just about taking her to the doctor or giving her baths, it's everything else too. *sigh*

Why can't people just give their own minds a ...thought? Really, your mind is that worthless? Why is it so trying just because I asked you to think? I promise you won't die if your brain cells receive some acknowledgement and life. In fact, if no brain power will be used it's the opposite -you're a vegetable or deceased.

Time for bed and more work tomorrow.

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Can I take back my confession?

So, I was just in Ohio for work, by myself, and was really glad for the alone time. As I reread the previous post, I don't believe it. I'm just glad to be myself and take this journey. One day I will grow up, but it doesn't have to be today.

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Yes, I confess, I do...

Meanwhile, so-and-so's mom also said, "...that all of you need to get out there and find someone to marry too..." Somebody to marry? I don't know if I can do that...expose and have him be with my crazy family...and relatives? I think he'd get a headache, like I do...then know why I don't mind having to travel to Ohio for work! Teehee... Things are just so crazy as they are, could I handle all of it? So, I do think about marriage, and children even... Gosh! Can't I just play cello and live happily ever after? :P

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I had just walked into the living room and my mom announced, "so-and-so's daughter is getting married!! It was someone she'd already known for 2 years...they'd plan this and she's already married there, so now when he arrives we'll be having a party here..." I was super happy to hear the news, but the big white elephant reaction is... WTF?!?!? She's been at UWM atleast the past 2 years, we hear nothing from her... and bam, "they're married!" Kinda like my cousin who got on a plane to France the day after high school graduation. -_-;;;; Really people, thanks for keeping me in the dark, I feel the love, make sure you keep me posted... -_-;;;;;;

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